Week 2 Journal Writer

Dear Journal, I cannot express my self any other way then to paper. I feel like I have changed for so many people but they all act the same if not worse. My dad is always drunk and I am always being picked on. I dont understand after changing and thinking i am someone else everyone has still been mean if not worse. I am being abused mentally and physically. I dont want to turn out to be like my dad who should i call out too? My sisters?